Just taking a break from doing the ton of F&N homework I have. *scolds self* This is what I get for procrastinating and juggling work and studies at the same time. *curses* Gives me uneccessary pressure as well.
Malvern is still not talking to me.
And I am not talking to him either.
*drapes a black veil over self and mourn*
Just think, these three months of friendship, joy, laughter and tears gone down the drain just like that. IT IS NOT EASY FOSTERING HUMAN RELATIONSHIPS,DAMMIT. *coughs coughs* Am still sick.... T_T
I remembered the last time I was sick. It was during the holidays, when I was working. Everyone was so concerned about me, and I was really touched by the people at work. They are all a bunch of sweeties. Awww....I'm gonna miss them...cos' I am moving on to the next phase of my life and there will be no more reminders of them except faded memories...
I distinctly remembered that when I was sick, Malvern felt my forehead and asked me if I was alright. I croaked that I was having a sore throat as well, and he gave me the ultimate remedy- coke + salt
And just because of a stupid joke I made, just because of my misjudgement, just because of my utter foolishness and naiviety, he is never going to speak to me ever again. [or so it feels]
I don't know, I'm confused. He is the first guy who can bear to treat me so badly. Elliot had also given me silent treatment before, but not to this extent.
But I consider this a new experience from my life. After all, this is the first time I've been hurt so much by a person who is not related to me by blood.
And this pain makes me feel alive...so alive that I wish I was dead...
THE girl
Sophie Hong
15 going on 16
28 dec
ROCK CULTURE
Piss off if you don't like me, I won't grieve over the loss
