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Wednesday, February 28, 2007


I know I might stir up big shit by posting this, but whatever. I'm pissed.

I just don't know what to make of this. Why do you like to make fun of me? Why do you like to put me in awkward situations? Why do you enjoy taking the piss out of me so much?

Are you that poor till you cannot afford a decent TV, so you have to disturb me to get some entertainment?

Is that the case, Mr Wong Wein Yeong?

I just don't get it. I just don't. I don't know why you suddenly shifted your attention onto me. I don't remember having any unpleasant encounters with you last year. In fact, if I remembered correctly, you did not even bother to cast a second look in my way. Because I am just this tall and skinny nerdish bookworm who does not care much for human interaction. You'll only acknowledge my existence when you need to copy work from me.

I'm fine with it that way you know. Perfectly fine with the arrangement.

The first thing that pissed me off was that day during the change of periods. I was minding my own business when you opened that super big ho***(guess the word) mouth of yours and screamed at me.

"Sophie, so tall for what?? Block me only!"

And when I turned around and said, block you from what? You just kept quiet. I was pms-y that day, and you did just the thing to trigger me off. I asked you again what the hell did I exactly blocked you from, and you just gave me that super attitude face like you want to get people to whack me.

For goodness's sake, I know I am like what, a head taller than you?? And I am aware that you might not be able to see the whiteboard sometimes, so if you find that it really hinders you, ask the teacher for a change of seats then! Or if you can't stand the sight of me, just say so!

The next thing. One morning, I came in the usual time I came to school, which is quite late. When you saw me coming into the classroom hurriedly to deposit my bag, you shouted.

"Eh, SOPHIE LEH SOPHIE! SOPHIE SIA!!! LECK ZHI, SOPHIE LEH!!!"

To which Leck Zhi gave no response. (thank goodness for that). I felt my face burning. Because you were laughing loudly and uncouthly away (with some spraying of saliva may I add). I did not know what I did or why it happened. I have no idea what makes you do this to me. C'mon, at least give me a logical reason. I don't like to be laughed at. Especially by some boorish student who is not superior to me in academic results.

And today when miss mastura was questionning me about the length of my skirt (too short you see) I don't need you to be laughing down there, calling me hongster. I know hongster stnads for flirt, but emerlyn calls me that because of my surname, damn you.

Also, when marcus sat next to me in class during social studies, I don't need you to say, "eh marcus! Why you go sit beside hongster?!" I DID NOT ASK FOR HIS COMPANY OK, I AM PERFECTLY FINE SITTING ALONE. AND LIKE HE SAID, HE CAN'T SEE THE WHITEBOARD, AND SO HE HAS TO MOVE TO THE FRONT. (I think) We did not even exchange a word during the whole lesson, except when he wants to borrow a pen from me.

And I DEFINITELY don't need you to call me ah neh. I don't even see the logic of you calling me that, because I am a very pale person who can't get a decent tan. You calling me ah neh during physics practical lesson was WAY uncalled for. And marcus, you really should not add in your comments like "hahaha, did you look at her face just now?".

Seriously, these behaviours really did not improve my opinion of you. All the words I can think of to describe you is barbaric, boorish, coarse, uneducated, ill-mannered, lowbrow, uncivil, primitive, uncultivated, uncultured, vulgar, rough, hare brained, jackass, lunatic, moronic, imbecile, and deranged.

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Damn, I wish I could just shoot you in the head with this gun.




Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses and SLEEPING WITH BRENDON

Tuesday, February 27, 2007


This morning, after assembly period, I was walking back to the classroom while chit chatting with Cindy. As we climbed up the second floor, we walked past a cleaning uncle poking a broom into the dustbin for donno what reason, like this:

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Then suddenly, the uncle SWISHED around with that MURDEROUS bloody broomstick, nearly chopping off Cindy's head, who is nearer to him. She jerked back and I was like, OMG is Cindy having a spam?? But a split second later, THE BROOMSTICK WENT FOR MY EYE!!!!

I bent backwards asap like Keanu Reeves in the Matrix series. Like this:

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Watching movies is actually good for you. Because you don't know when a I've-seen-it-in-the-movie-and-i'd-like-to-use-it kungfu move might actually save your life. (or your eyeball in my case) From MUDEROUS SCHOOL CLEANING UNCLES.

LOL. It was a crazy way to start off the morning. The people who were behind and saw it all happening were laughing. Me and Cindy both laughed our intestines out. Yeah it's a crazy day alright.



Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses and SLEEPING WITH BRENDON

Monday, February 26, 2007


OMG. I know I shouldn't have given my handphone number to that guy working at Happy Nest, the restaurant next door to the one that I'm working at.

HE KEEPS CALLING ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, WHEN HE FULLY KNOWS THAT I AM A STUDENT WHO IS EITHER:
a) Getting my beauty sleep,or
b) Chionging my homework.

KNS call call call. One week must at least call me four times.

The first time called me was during the hols, when I was sleeping after working a hetic full day.

Me: *blurrily* hello?
Him: eh,you sophie?
Me: *rolls eyes* yahh...why leh? call me for what?
Him: No lah...I just want to talk lah...I'm bored....
Me: Huh? I'm sleeping leh! Tommorrow still got work leh!

Then I hanged up on him.

I was like, what the hell? Bored then must call me. I NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP OK.

Bloody toad. 23 years old liaow still so short. I only 15 also already taller than you by alot. pfft.

Ok, I sound like a bimbo. Shall go do my homework. And housework.

A BIG pile of laundry is waving to me.

Let's all listen to a song before we go yah? This is a cover of a Nlly Furtado song, with Brendon Urie on the lead vocals and Ryan Ross on the back up vocals. I love how their voices blend together harmoniously. Mmm...SEXY.

Maneater-PANIC! At the disco




Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses and SLEEPING WITH BRENDON

Sunday, February 25, 2007



StupidTester.com says I'm 47% Stupid! How stupid are you? Click Here!


It says here that I am, on averages, both smart and stupid at the same time. I'll also need to read more books. ahhh...



Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses and SLEEPING WITH BRENDON


I have not been blogging about work. Mainly because i'm too lazy to do so and because there has been some very unpleasant customers. *makes up mind to be nicer to wait staff next time*

But, I really have to blog about a certain customer I have the unfortune to encounter yesterday. Partly because he was proud and conceited to the point of being hilarious (great material to laugh at you see) and because I want to flame him lah.

I was the first unfortunate one to kena from these two guys. They are not very good looking, and they are short and a little bit plumpish with bad dressing sense. Actaully me and shi qi both agreed that the guy wearing the brown shirt is ok, it's only the guy in the white shirt that is very cocky. Let us all know him as Mr Farty.

Anyway, I saw them standing at the door waiting to be seated. So I went up to them, standard procedure and everything, smile, welcome them, blah blah blah. but before I could say or do anything, Mr Farty held up two pudgy fingers, indicating a table for two. I showed them the way, to table 26,which is somewhere at the side. Mr farty looked around, and then not even bothering to make eye contact with me which is like, the BASIC curtosey, he snapped haughtily.

"I want that corner seat" He then proceeded to table 28 and seated himself, with his friend looking sheepish and tagging along helplessly behind. I then took a deep breath (to calm myself down, if not I'll end up 'accidently' spilling drinks over that guy) and proceeded to their table to give them the menu and tell them about the soup of the day blah blah and whether they'd like some iced water.

MR FARTY JUST SNACTHED THE MENU FROM MY HANDS AND SNAPPED AT ME TO FETCH HIM ICED WATER SHARPISH!!!

He was like, two iced water, and flipped through the menu. I was like, what? You think by getting the menu yourself (from my hands, ahem ahem)means you don't have to pay the service charge later issit???? After that, I went and told shi qi I'm at my boiling point. She keep asking why why why and I told her, later you go serve table 28 and you'll know what I mean. So she went and took the order for that table. She took a long time, and later I learnt, this is how the dialogue goes between her and Mr Farty.

SQ: Hi good evening, may I have your orders?
farty: What is your speciality here?
SQ: We are famous for our chicken and ribs, so I suggest that you try the manna spring chicken or the rodeo smoked house ribs.
farty: So you mean the beef and the fish dishes are not so good huh? But I prefer beef and fish.
SQ: Oh, we have beef and fih too, like the baked tenderloin steak and the baked fish meuniere
farty: But I want to have chicken and ribs now
SQ: *taking a deep breath* So...would you like to have a manna spring chicken?
farty: No, I'd have a steak. Medium done.

LOL. Shi qi'a face was like, aaarrrrrggggghhhhh after that. *giggles*

Mr Farty ordered an iced cappucino, and the cappucino has like, foam on it, and it's quite full. It came out from the bar and I served it to him. After which he was like, "oh, I think the waitress spilled it", cos of some milk stain thingy at the side of the cup. AND HE SAID IT IN FRONT OF ME OK. I was like, wtf? There is milk foam on top of the coffee you dumbass, of course some of it will drip down the side right? AND it was like that when it came out from the bar ok. Then he still has to inspect the cappucino closely. AIYAH, scared got poison inside issit? Den give it to me lah! I drink for you!

After that, Mr Farty's food was served. I did not really know what had happened, but the thing is that he found the steak tough. And he complained, and changed his order to...guess what? Mr-I-prefer-beef-and-fish changed his order to *drumrolls*
........................................

THE MANNA HALF SPRING CHICKEN!!!!!

Wow. Then the kitchen was informed of the new order, and obviously the food needs to take time to be cooked right? He was the one with the freaking problem who wants to change the food what! So why he beckoned me and told me to "check if his food was ready" just fifteen minutes after he changed his order?!?!

Ok, never mind, I told myself. i'm getting paid for all thise. I went to check on the food, and found out that ii is almost ready, so I waited by the kitchen for the food to come out. I've been away for only two minutes, when he beckoned Shi qi and told shi qi "Where is your colleague? I told her to check on my food. Can you please help me chack again? I think that she is taking her time."

I was like, HELLO?!?!?!?! I am standing right behind you, holding your freaking CHICKEN!!!!! Damn you. And do you want your food to be cooked or not? If you like your chicken with stinking blood on it, I'll let the kitchen know!! And why would I want to 'take my time'? I could not wait for you to finish your food faster so that I need not see your cock face!!!
Freak you.

So, from all his mannerisms and behaviour, I thought he must be some prissy guy who has freaking rich parents. So when I presented to him the bill, I could not help but peer into his fat wallet.

And then I saw.

His wallet is fat only cos' he stuffed it with receipts.

and the bill is like, $51.69, so he pulled out a battered 50 dollar note. Then he searched for a 2 dollar not but can't find it among the maze of receipts, and his friend thought he might not have enough money, so to avoid an awkward situation, his friend offered to pay the balance, but Mr Farty went...no.... and gave me the exact change needed to foot the bill.

So much for the rich guy persona. damn, I should have added pesticide to his baked potato before adding in the sour cream.



Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses and SLEEPING WITH BRENDON

Saturday, February 24, 2007


This is the music video I have been harping on to anybody who would listen. It's "A little less sixteen candles, a little more touch me"by Fall Out Boy. Watch out for Brendon Urie and Spencer Smith who has cameos in it. They're the mafia-ish bunch of vampires. Brendon is the cartoon one who watches the glove drop and he is one of the vamps who danced with and finally bites the hypnotised girls.





I confess,
I messed up dropping "I'm sorry" like you're still around
And I know you dressed up"hey kid you'll never live this down"'
Cause you're just the girl all the boys want to dance with
And I'm just the boy who's had too many chances

I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming
She said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?"

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her
I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late

Write me off, give up on me
Cause darling, what did you expect
I'm just off a lost cause a long shot, don't even take this bet
You can make all the moves, you can aim all the spotlights
Get all the sighs and the moans just right

I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming
She said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?"

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her
I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late

You said you'd keep me honest
But I won't call you on it

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her
I set my clocks early cos I know I'm always late



Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses and SLEEPING WITH BRENDON


I love walking home from the bus stop after work.

It'll always be like, ten plus eleven at night, when everything is still. When there will be no one on the sidewalks and when only an occasional taxi zoomed past you. When it's just me and my mp3.

I find the crisp night air refreshing, and the gentle breeze will always be toying around with my hair. Occasionally there will be a drizzle, but I don't care. it's almost a romantic experience, really. There is just something so charming about the night.

The street lamps casts sinister looking shadows everywhere, the trees rustle their leaves meanacingly. The dark sky seems to be reflecting what I'm feeling, and the moon shone brightly, as if tellling me that there will always be a silver of light shining at the end of a dark tunnel. The stars blinked at me, telling me that they will always be my campanions and they will guide me through it all.

That is when I blast rock music to mask the silence of the streets. that's when I start to reflect on the lyrics and the rhythmic thumping of the drums, the angry strumming of the guitars. That's when I start to think.

Yesterday Chris and Wei Peng were telling me about how angry my blog sounded, how it seems as if everybody is against me.

In short, it's me against the world.

I guess that's how any angsty teenagers on the street battling with puberty feels, huh? With all those raging hormones and mixed up feelings, it's no wonder that we become basketcases sometimes. I don't think it's just me alone feeling all these. I'm sure the people sitting around me in class are feeling just as stressed. i'm sure that punk kid who sat beside me on the bus is feeling just as screwed up as I am. I'm sure that the sulky kid I just walked past is feeling just as frustrated as I am about life.

And I don't know why all these is happening. I mean, for goodness's sake I am just a fifteen year old girl trying to survivie the big bad world. Is it too much to ask that you leave me alone and let me figure out what's right and wrong for myself? Will it really kill you to explain why are you all doing this to me? Will you die if you don't talk behind my back and critisize me for just one day!?!?!

But I guess...that's how life is. Like what I learnt during ELDDS yesterday. You can't have everything you want your own way. Sometimes you have to totally give up control of what you want.

I don't know, I'm confused. About everything. Maybe when I get older, as time pass by, eventually I will. But not now. And it's frustrating me. But I guess all these will get me ready for whatever obstacle life throws at me later on.

I'll survive, I think.

Hard days made me
Hard nights shaped me
I don't know they somehow saved me
And I know I'm making something out of this life they call nothing
I take what I want
take what I need
they say it's wrong, but it's right for me
I won't look down
Won't say I'm sorry
I know that only God can judge me

And if I make it through today
Will tomorrow be the same
Am I just running in place
And if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up and carry on
Will it all just be the same

Cause I'm young and I'm hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
it's me against this world and I don't care
I don't care




Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses and SLEEPING WITH BRENDON

Thursday, February 22, 2007


Ok, I've stopped procrastinating and finally wrote the love peom that is long overdue for literature. Here it is.

Irreplaceable

I don't want to listen to anyone else
except you.
I don't want to hold any other hand
that is not yours.
I don't want the embrace of anyone else
except you
And I don't want to kiss any other lips,
that is not yours.

Because you're used to my imperfections and flaws,
because when I cry you'd wipe away my tears.
Because you've got that charm no one else has,
because you give me the love that no one else can.
Because you love me like no one else did,
because you give me the love that I need.

You're irreplaceable, my one and only.



Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses and SLEEPING WITH BRENDON


Ok, I have like, one hour to brainfart, then I have to go down to the market to buy the ingredients for dinner tonight.

I MISS MY MUM.

She's like, taking a one month holiday in Vietnam with my sis, which means......I HAVE TO DO ALL THE HOUSEWORK AND COOKING FOR THIS WHOLE FREAKING MONTH.

whee.

And I miss my sis, gosh, though she can get pretty irritating sometimes. She's like, the joy of the whole family, cos' she's more cartoon than me. Imagine that.

I've got a BIG problem now. What's for dinner?!?!? I'm like, supposed to cook but I don't know what!!!! And my dad does not eat western food. Or food that is too strong in flavour. And what am I supposed to do for soup?!?!?!?!

And for those who are wondering, YES, I know how to COOK without setting the whole house on fire and YES I know how to do housework and YES, even set the washing machine but NO I don't kill the cockroaches, I leave it to my dad. Or mum.

Damn, my dad is so lucky to have such an independent daughter like me.

((:

Oh well, gotta go.



Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses and SLEEPING WITH BRENDON

Wednesday, February 21, 2007


I have absolutely no idea why I'm wasting my time blogging.

I SHOULD BE DOING MY HOMEWORK

But then again, Sophie Hong is a slacker. So.
I have to wait for my panic button to be pressed before I am motivated to do pretty much anything. So.

Anyway, I've chanced upon some forums, and I've looked into some. You know, I am not a person who believes in voicing out my opinions too strongly. Like, yeah sure, voice out your opinions, but don't try to force your beliefs on others, you know what I mean? Some inconsiderate people just wants everybody to belief things their way, and honestly speaking, I find it very offensive. I have encountered such people in life, and to tell the truth, they're not very pleasant.

Everybody is entitled to their own way of thinking and what they choose to believe in. If you don't like a certain, say, religion, and you think it's crap, you can choose not to believe in it, sure, but don't go around CONDEMNING those who choose to belief in that religion, cos' that is just plain rude and shows people that you have not had proper upbringing.

Likewise for the music people listen to and the bands people like. If you don't like, let's say, ROCK, then don't listen to it for goodness's sake! Nobody's forcing you to! Just leave those who loves rock in peace, will ya?? Respect those who have a passion for music, will ya?? Because they spend their free time pursuing things that are constructive and creative instead of going around shooting their foul mouths away like nobody's business!

I have to say, I have been listening to very opiniatied people telling me how PANIC! At the Disco sucks. Like, how their music is just plain trash and how their lyrics doesn't make much sense and the way the band members dress and some uneducated babarians actually called them faggots.

Let me tell you this: it is a great acheivement for them to be where they are today at their young and tender age. You are just a nobody who has contributed nothing to the music scene, so just shut your trap. You know nothing, so don't go around telling other people what they should listen to and what style they should follow.

Likewise for my religion. And my dressing. And the style I blog in and talk in.

Don't condemn me for being different.

Like I said, if you don't like me, get out of my face. I won't grieve over the loss.



Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses and SLEEPING WITH BRENDON

Tuesday, February 20, 2007


OMG I just went to google some P!ATD and found some photos of them taken at swimsuit illustrated.

The model is one lucky girl.

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Notice Ryan's hand creeping about??

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Ahh... ze pouty lips....le divine...

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But mummy...I really wanna be a rock star...pretty please??

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barbie is soooo out. Bratz are the in thing!!!!

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Aww...they looked sooo sweet and unassuming....

OMG!!!! I JUST FOUND BRENDON'S SCHOOL YEARBOOK PIC!!!!!

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Geeky specs, check. Geeky braces, check. Geeky grin, check. OMG, who would have thought this geek would become a HUNKALICIOUS ROCKSTAR.

But seriously though, I really admire and respect PANIC! At the Disco. For daring to be different and unafraid to pursue their dreams. And to be where they are today is really an acheivement, seeing that they are all so young. The average age of the band members are only 20 I think. The road to their sucess is not all cookies and cream though. I think the most painful thing for them is the objection from their parents, but they've pulled through somehow. That, I think, is very admirable indeed.

The fact that they are sooo good looking and talented doesn't hurt either.



Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses and SLEEPING WITH BRENDON

Wednesday, February 14, 2007


Ok, a quick post before I go.

Firstly, happy valentine's day everybody! Spread the love round yo.

Secondly,I'll be back by next thursday hopefully. so...see you guys then! And I don't know if I can use my uncle's comp over there...so maybe this blog will be down for awhile...I don't know, so keep checking this space people.

AND REMEMBER TO TAG!!!!!

peace out.



Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses and SLEEPING WITH BRENDON

Tuesday, February 13, 2007


I have one thing to clarify.

I did not lie to anybody.

We've been having a spate of tests recently, for almost all our subjects. Surprisingly I've did myself justice in these tests, and even topped the class in some.

And I'd like to stress to those who thinks a little too highly of me, SOME tests only.

And when you guys asked me if I've studied, I'd tell you the truth. I have no reason to lie. And I really hope that when I truthfully say I didn't, you guys will believe me.

First, let me give you my definition of 'haven't studied'. It means that I spent less than an hour over the textbooks and notes, and I'm thinking of marshmallows while trying to cram all the facts down my brain. And I cannot recall anything that I've read through five minutes ago.

I seriously have NO friggin idea how I did well for all those tests.

Like the F&N test last week. I thought I screwed it up because I was rushing through my coursework and homework that night. I only scanned through the notes and textbooks for half an hour before sleeping, during reading period the next day, and recess as well, while chit chatting with my friends at the same time.

I HAVE NO IDEA OK.

Today, during F&N lesson, we did individual practical work, as Miss Fatonah said we did very badly for our tests and we need this to pull us up. We are all scared stiff, as according to Miss Fatonah, many of us failed miserably.

So to cut a long story short, Cindy somehow peeked into Miss Fatonah's folder and found out that I got the highest in class, 25/30. It was followed by lots of slamming.

WALAU EH, THOUGHT YOU SAY NEVER STUDY STILL DO SO WELL

GO AND DIE LAH, SAY NEVER STUDY. LIE TO US ONE RIGHT???

YOU TYCO OR WHAT??

It's the same with that geography test. I really did not study much for it. I don't know how I managed to remember all the facts. I barely spent more thatn half an hour on it.

I HAVE NO FREAKIN' IDEA OK.

GAHHS.
Obviously I got SOME (ahem ahem,just say that you're jealous) people making remarks and all.

YOU THINK I GIVE A DAMN?!?!?!?!?

You're jealous that I got a bigger brain capacity than you, just say lah. No need to stoop so low and resort to this.

Oh a happier note, VALENTINE"S DAY TOMMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!

Spread the love around people, while I fly high in the air. mwahahahaha.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo




Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses and SLEEPING WITH BRENDON

Monday, February 12, 2007


Yeah, I've just confirmed with my dad, I'll be flying back to Vietnam on the 14th of Feb...which means...VALENTINE"S DAY!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhh....I still really wish that some guy will play Jay Chou's Qing Tian for me on a guitar....or even PANIC! At the Disco's 'Intermission'-the piano part- on a grand piano located at some Gothic building...*sighs*

Ok *slaps self* O LEVEL YEAR!!!! CANNOT DAYDREAM SO MUCH!!!!!!!

Let's see...I came home after school today to find my house empty. The whole family went out. So I took some juice from the fridge, fixed myself a sandwhich, and grabbed a packet of chips on the way back to my room. I was eating on my bed and reading at the same time, a habit that I'm trying to kick. But I can't help it. I love my bed with my pillows and my soft toys and my distinct Sophie smell. ((:

So I went to nap after that, as I had a tiring day at school. Can barely keep my eyes open during maths lesson, with the teacher droning on and on and on about points and lines and arcs while waving a HUGE whiteboard compass around murderously.

Woke up at seven thirty, and went out to shower. Found the rest of the family lazing about in the living room watching 'America's Funniest Home Videos'. I wish that I could paint that moment down. It's really heartwarming to see the whole family winding down together.

So, anyway, I went to shower then had my dinner. My mum heated up the food for me again and pointed to a plate of fish (blerrggh) on the table.

"I took out all the bones for you." she said.

I almost cried. She knows that I don't like to eat fish because I have a tendecy to choke on the bones, so she painstakingly picked out all the bones for me. And she knows that I only eat the tail end part of the fish, so she saved that for me, till I wake up.

And to think, I'm not even related to her by blood. Neither is she my biological mother.

which makes me determined to do well in my studies, so that she can have something to boast to her friends about. THAT is my duty and the least I could do as a daughter. I think.

P.S I GOT 21/25 FOR MY LITERATURE TEST!!!! ((:
Surprisingly, Wein Yeoung and Shawn, who used to be horrendous at lit, got 20. And incidently, they sat a seat behind and next to me respectively. THEREFORE, I've reached the conclusion that they peeked at my paper. LOL.

But seriously, congrats guys.




Boys and girls of every age
Wouldn't you like to see something strange?
Come with us and you will see
This, our town of Halloween

This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Pumpkins scream in the dead of night
This is Halloween, everybody make a scene
Trick or treat till the neighbors gonna die of fright
It's our town, everybody scream

In this town of Halloween

I am the one hiding under your bed
Teeth ground sharp and eyes glowing red
I am the one hiding under your stairs
Fingers like snakes and spiders in my hair

This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!

In this town we call home
Everyone hail to the pumpkin song
In this town, don't we love it now?
Everybody's waiting for the next surprise

Round that corner, man hiding in the trash can
Something's waiting now to pounce, and how you'll...
Scream!
This is Halloween Red 'n' black, slimy green
Aren't you scared?
Well, that's just fine
Say it once, say it twice
Take a chance and roll the dice
Ride with the moon in the dead of night

Everybody scream, everybody scream
In our town of Halloween!

I am the clown with the tear-away face
Here in a flash and gone without a trace I am the "who" when you call, "Who's there?"
I am the wind blowing through your hair
I am the shadow on the moon at night
Filling your dreams to the brim with fright

This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!

Tender lumplings everywhere
Life's no fun without a good scare
That's our job, but we're not mean
In our town of Halloween

In this town
Don't we love it now?
Everyone's waiting for the next surprise

Skeleton Jack might catch you in the back
And scream like a banshee
Make you jump out of your skin
This is Halloween, everybody scream

Wont' ya please make way for a very special guy
Our man jack is King of the Pumpkin patch
Everyone hail to the Pumpkin King now
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!
In this town we call home
Everyone hail to the pumpkin song
La la-la la, Halloween! Halloween!
WHEE!!!
Ha Ha Ha!




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Sunday, February 11, 2007


WARNING: EXTREMELY EXPLICIT CONTENT. DO NOT GO FURTHUR IF YOU ARE VERY SENSITIVE TOWARDS....well, pretty much everything. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

Ok, for all those who know me, you would all know that I absoulutely adore PANIC! At the Disco. They are hunkalicious trashy Victorian emo kings.

And oh kawan, you were saying something about being gay?? You ain't see nothing yet.

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But hey, they are like, the the cutest, so I'm not complaining. But it looks seriously wrong though.

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If only paramedics were such delicious eye candy...

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One heck of a lucky koala bear I must say.

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And as their song, "Time To Dance" goes...boys will be boys... ((:

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I love the guitar. And I love the guy holding the guitar more.

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Look Mommy, your son is a rock star now.

And one, two, three, everybody go....

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Aww......

And lastly...a video to show what stupid idiots rock stars can be....




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Saturday, February 10, 2007


Please leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman. And from that moment, you'll be out of place and underdressed.
I've learnt from numerous painful lessons. Everytime I open my mouth, something goes wrong.

I'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it. Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and...
I always end up hurting someone with my comments. And I'm hurting myself too.

When you're in black slacks with accentuating, off-white, pinstripes .Whoa, everything goes according to plan.
I know I make jokes sometimes that are cutting and hurting.

I am the new cancer, never looked better, you can't stand it.
Or maybe the people on the receiving end are just too damn sensitive.

Because you say so under your breath. You're reading lips "When did he get at all confident?"
Fifi, Zahreen, Sarah, Cindy, Iris, Malvern, Sandy, Zoe, Elliot, and many more...

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer? Never looked better, and you can't stand it
I'm really sorry for making you all the butt of my jokes.

Next is a trip to the, the ladies room in vain, and I bet you just can't keep up (keep up) with these fashionistas, and
Just want you guys to know I really treasure you all.

Tonight, tonight you are, you are a whispering campaign. I bet to them your name is "Cheap", I bet to them you look like shit.
But accept me for who I am if you consider me your friend.

Talk to the mirror, choke back tears. And keep telling yourself that "I'm a diva!"
This is what make me ME

Oh and the smokes in that cigarette box on the table, they just so happen to be laced with nitroglycerin.
Because I don't need friends who can't accept me for who I am. I know by making this comment I might lose all those who love me...who used to anyway..

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
Heck, human relationships are all just too confusing. So I guess I should just break away from it all.

I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch.
Because I will just look like a bad person when you go around CRYING to anyone who would hear about how I have chopped you up into bits and pieces with my sharp words.

BOO HOO POOR YOU BAD ME.

So, prepare yourselves for the new, selfish me. Who will only care about ME,MYSELF, and I.
Who won't talk unless it's necessary.
Who won't crack jokes anymore.
Who won't look you in the eye when you're talking to me.
Who be rudely reading a book when you're talking to me.
Or texting on my handphone or plugged into my MP3
Whatever goes.

I'll only go and talk to those who can accept me for who I am.
Who have long gotten used to my imperfections.
And my bad habits
And still love me for it.

Mainly, the four of them and the special one.

And I am surprised by how true this personality quiz is.

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You're Goth! You can be girly, you can be sad. Sometimes you choose not to be. Most people don't understand you. You're just expressing yourself. You're usually quiet, but thats best because if you open you're mouth its likely that you'll get your feeling hurt in some way.



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Friday, February 09, 2007


Work was kinda crap. I was tired and stressed out and engaging in a civil war. But enough about that. I have discovered that life is so much more easier to live if you just forget all the bad stuff and focus on the good and happy times instead.

SOPHIE HONG SHALL BE A HAPPY GIRL

Ok, anyway, today in school,we decorated our classroom for the upcoming chinese new year. It was such an unforgettable process because it is the first time I have really experience the REAL united-class-spirit-whatever-you-call-that-nice-warm-feeling. The whole class came together and did all the decorating together, including the guys as well. It was such a nice moment, everyone contributing in one way or another. We were serious about the task yet fooling around at the same time.[I shall dedicate a post to this some other time and complete with pics!] Sad to say, this will be my last year in secondary school, and these are the last whiffs of teen spirit before I move on to the next phase of my life.

I'm gonna treasure every bit of this.

Then let's see....oh yeah, I got back my physics test on general wave properties, and sad to say, out of20 marks, I got only 16. I lost to Daryl by A MERE MARK. My throne at the top of the class snatched away just like that. *snaps fingers* It's not that I don't know how to do the questions though. It is because I did not read the questions properly nor take a second to understand what the question is asking. Thus, I made alot of careless mistakes. I lost a devastating amount of marks due to my over-confidence and cockiness. *bangs head against the wall* SOPHIE HONG WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But then again, I regained my throne for scoring 18 and a half over twenty for my geography elective test on indicators of development. ((:

O level results are also out today. This batch did particularly well I must say. Almost everyone passed with really flying COLOURS. A bunch of them even got two, four, and as much as SIX distinctions, from various classes and not only the triple science class.

So I say, as long as we work hard, we can acheive anything we want. LET"S ALL CHIONG HARD FOR ONE FINAL TIME THIS YEAR AS A CLASS AND POP CHAMPAGNE THE DAY WE REAP THE FRUITS OF OUR LABOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, and at work, saw Miss Boey walking past with her other half. Miss Tan lagi better. She came into the restaurant with her boyfriend to makan. Dont know why she so giggly today when I served her. *blur* Like a secondary school girl instead of a secondary school teacher sia...

My bed is calling out to me. And I shall answer it.

Lights out people. ((:



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Thursday, February 08, 2007


Ok, I've decided that the topic of my speech shall be....DRACULA

Initially, I'd like to do a speech on school shootings and how it has always been linked to goth kids BUT I think that my we-are-too-stupid-to-read-the-news classmates might not have an idea of what I'm talking about and be bored to death with my speech.

Oh c'mon, everyone has heard of VAMPIRES right??????

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Oh you don't?? Don't you watch sesame street?!?!?!

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So let's see....Dracula is catergorised under Victorian Gothic Literature, which means that it is pretty dark and explicit and well...anything you can think of related to goth and the victorian times. Ok, blah. I don't want to post my speech up here. So back to blogging.

I have always fantasized Count Dracula as this tall, dark, and handsome figure who has a helluva eccentric personality. Perhaps it is this enigma that is always surrounding him that intrigues me so much. On top of that, he is protrayed as this highly intelligent being, strong, as well as a very charming and seductive character. Mmmm...sexy aye?

Oh heck, he is LOADED. Just check out his house.

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Oh yeah, I can see you ladies drooling.

Shall return to doing my speech now. tata~



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Wednesday, February 07, 2007


English period is quite interesring today. I said INTERESTING only, not neceesary that I enjoyed it.

Ok, first of all, we got back our english compre test. I got 31/50, the highest in class. Anyway,Mdm Lim asked those who passed english to stand up. To my surprise, when I stood up, Shawn stood up beside me as well (we sat next to each other in class). He just passed lah, got 25. But anyway I was quite surprised lah, and I guessed he has really improved since last year. So anyway...Mdm Lim went around giving sweets and lollipops to those who passed, which are like, only a handful of us in the class. Then when she saw me and Shawn, she was like.....

"You two arh, very funny one leh. Board the same bus, stand beside each other, didn't even say hi or talk at all. Come to school, walk together, with Shawn standing behind Sophie like her protector like that, and then come to class, sit together. You both never tlak on the bus still ok, but the worse thing is you both never noticed me just sitting on the seat an arm's length away!"

At that, the whole class laughed at us lah. Thanks arh, Mdm Lim. then the guys all say stuff like Shawn change target already lah, blah blah blah, while me and Shawn looked at each other and like, HUH???? SHE WAS ON THE SAME BUS AS US??? Then Mdm Lim continued....

"I think Shawn went up the bus first then a few stops later Sophie went on the bus right? Then arh, when Sophie go on the bus arh, you see her face like *makes a pouty face* that, like as if the whole world offended her."

To which Emerlyn responded-"YAH LAH! Sophie face always so black one!"

I could have just died on the spot.

Shall go back to my coursework now. I hear it calling me.

PS I am STILL Sarah's favourite cartoon.



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Tuesday, February 06, 2007


LOL, just went to www.quizilla.com and took this quiz to find out what the people in Harry Potter would say about me if I am in their world. Here is the results....

House : Ravenclaw
Overall Rep : That brainy kid.
Your Dude : Harry.

Harry : She's really good at Quidditch, wish she was on our team... She is really funny, and REALLY CUTE!

Ron : Eh...As far as I can tell, she's cool and Harry's a bit infatuated with her. (Me: See? Ron knows a big word!)

Hermione : She keeps Harry on his toes, and focuses on her work at least.

Draco : No comment. Currently out chasing butterflies.

Pansy : No comment. Currently gossiping about her.

Goyle : No comment. Currently trying to save Malfoy from butterfly.

Crabbe : No comment. Currently trying to save Goyle from butterfly.

Neville : She uses big words a lot. She kinda nice though

Luna : I don't get her.

Twins : She only outsmarted us twice...Maybe we should hire her...

McLagen : I hope she falls off her broomstick over a boiling hot pit of scalding lava. She such a Know-it-all - like Granger!

Oliver : *Reads from card Ginny gave him* I..hate..her..and..she's really..ugly..? Wait. Who am I talking about?

Ginny : She such a geek and a snob!

Dumbledore : A promising student. I like her.

McGonagall : Pleasant and charming that one. Brilliant.

Snape : Always pestering me about my hair! Says I should use loreal!

Voldemort : Huh?

LOL. Cute results aye??



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Welcome to surviving the big bad world one-oh-one.

Lesson we'll be learning today, NEVER GET CLOSE TO ANOTHER HUMAN BEING.

Reason?

One hundred percent risk of you getting hurt, that's what.

So Sophie Hong shall not make 'friends' easily again. That way, I won't feel hurt by the behaviour of others.

Gee i'm a pretty smart ass. ((:



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Monday, February 05, 2007


Aww....bless....our dear little baby is falling in love....

LOL, even though Jessica is the second oldest in my clique, she is the baby in the group. It's just the way she is I think...she has this child-like innocence about her....

and she is falling in love...bless....

Looking at the way she behaves today...it's really cute. She was practically skipping all the way to the bus stop

skip skip skip....

And finally, after three years....he asked her out.

Whoa!!!!!!!

LOL. There's a nice,warm fuzzy feeling in your stomach when you experience puppy love. It's like...I don't know...it's an intangible feeling. [heck, there, I've used an advanced o level vocab]

Sad to say, it'll be the last year we'll be experiencing all this. So gotta make the most out of it this year yah? No looking back and regretting, heck, why don't I just go up and talk to him then?

Ahh...the good ol' times...when the bunch of us got our crush's timetables so that we can 'accidentally' bump into them during the change of classes...when we bug their friends to death for their email addresses...when we visit their blogs everyday in hopes for a new post...when we follow silently behind them to the bus stops, fast food restaurants, the mall, around the whole school during recess to the point of stalking.

Awww....

I have since grown up and matured alot....(I hope) but I'm really gonna miss those days when we have too much time on our hands..... :))

sigh....it's back to those ten year series now baby....WHOOT!!!! not.

PS. I asked sarah what cartoon she likes to watch today afternoon. She said her fave cartoon is me. Wee.



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Sunday, February 04, 2007


Ok, I got this from Zi Ting's blog. Thanks alot girl!!!

DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months!

I'm good looking?!?!?! LOL I'd like to believe so.

Loyal and generous. Patriotic.

I don't even sing the national anthem. And I don't like to share my own cup with my family members. I freak out when my cousins use my mickey mouse cup.

Competitive in everything.

I guess so....

Active in games and interactions.

hmm....?????

Impatient and hasty.

Too true. I will keep hitting the button for the lift if it doesn't arrive at my floor in les than ten seconds.

Ambitious.

I guess I am???

Influential in organizations.

Puh-lease. If I am influential I'd be the IT girl in broadrick right now.


Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.

I hope I am fun to be with...but I seldom make new friends...I hope I am easy to talk to as well...though that doesn't mean that I give a damn about your quarrel with your other half last night. Am I hard to understand?? I have people telling me that I am easy to read..like an open book...

Thinks far with vision,yet complicated to know.

NO,I just blunder my way blindly through everything.

Easily influenced by kindness.

Guess so...I will let my guard down and trust a person who treats me with kindess...and maybe that's the reason why I am being hurt so much by him.

Polite and soft-spoken.

*snorts*

Having lots of ideas.

Yeah baby!!! Though none of them is really original...*oopss*

Sensitive.

As in, you touch me, I kick you in the groin?? Hell yeah.

Active mind.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Hesitating, tends to delay.

Which is the reason why I have this HUGE pile of homework waiting for me to finish. I am always procrastinating.

Choosy and always wants the best.

And that's the reason why some people thinks I'm a snob. Go on, bitch behind me for all I care you coward.

Temperamental.

Can I just blame it on my period????

Funny and humorous. Loves to joke.

But most of my jokes fall flat. In the face.

Good debating skills.

Should rephrase to...loves to pick a fight. mwahahahaha

Has that someonealways on his/her mind.

My vampire prince.....((:

Talkative.

ahems.

Daydreamer.

What can I say? Daydreaming is my full time job.

Friendly. Knows how to make friends.

Friends....I have friends??? Well that's refreshing.

Abiding

And pigs will fly.....

Able to show character

Guess so....

one guy/girl kind of person.

firstly, I don't know what that means...so yeah...

Loveable.

If I am loveable then why Malvern can bear to treat me like this??? ARGHH!!!!! *tears hair out*

Easily hurt.

One word-Malvern!!!!!! ok, am getting all emo now...T_T

Prone to getting colds

*sniffles* yeah...I'm still sick from last week's cold....

loves music.

TOTALLY!!!! I can go on and on naming my favourite bands!!! The Click Five, Panic! At the Disco, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Hinder, Nickelback, Stone Sour....bla bla bla...

((: going off to chat with my vampy friends now bye!!!!

*vampy friends waves bye too* can you see them???



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OK, I'm bored. So what does a girl do when she's bored?

Shop of course.

But seeing that I have no money and I'm too lazy to step out of the house...I did some online window shopping.

Firstly I went into fairy goth mother and.....

TA DAH

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Imagine wearing this to prom. LOL. Or this....

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mwahahahaha.

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And I found some cool Lolita-ish dresses! The dress is nice, but the model sucks. They should have hired me.

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And this is what I call style.

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Gotta admit, I love the shoes.

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Personally, I feel that this is very me. Peopla call me skeleton cos' I'm very skinny and all. *realises that I can get very lame*

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My medival knight...aww..bless....

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LOL if this was a real shopping trip I'll be broke. Hmmm...shall go back to my ten year series now...

PS For real trendy gothic attire, go to harajuku, Japan. They have some killer stuff over there.



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Saturday, February 03, 2007


The question now is...to work or not to work???

Obviously I get more pay if I work on that day seeing it's valentine's day and all (20 bucks more, to be exact)....but I don't want to spoil that day by facing irritating epicures and picky customers....

Awww forget it...will see what's my mood on that day...

My wish for valentine's day.....

Nope, not roses or chocolates...that's be so boring...

I wish someone (a guy i hope) will play Qing Tian by Jay Chou on a guitar for me.....LOL

It's still my favourite love song after all these times... ((:

ok I'm so crapping...shall go watch videos on youtube now.



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Ok, a couple of things happened today...let's see...

Imagine this scenario, you are in Geography lesson, having a test. It was the last lesson of the day and you are feeling very very drowsy...then suddenly..

THWACK

Something hits you hard on your head. And messed up your hair.

What do you do?

a) nothing.
b) start spewing vulgarities
c) throw something back at the person who threw the damn thing at you

I opted for c.

The person who threw the thingy at me was Leck Zhi, so I retaliated by throwing my mechanical pencil at him.

I didn't realised that the thing will injure him.

When I looked at him again, his eyelid was grazed and bleeding.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY LECK ZHI.

It was not a serious injury lah, but I was still shocked by it nonetheless. Luckily for me, Leck Zhi is a very mild tempered guy.

He only said that I am a bloody bitch.

LOL. But he was joking lah, and he accepted my sincere apologies. Afterall, I promised to pay for his cosmetic surgery in case he is scarred for life. LOL.

Then afterwards it was ELDDS. The instructor is kind of a nice person actually. I don't really liked him at first but he is kind of growing on me week by week. One thing I have to say though, the bloody sec ones are irritating me.

They were like, so chattering away when the instructer was talking and they screamed and shouted and shrieked away at every single little thing.

Especially the girls. They were giggling at ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING.

So annoying.

And ermms...work was tiring...and the situation is still the same with Malvern, and uhh...I think I pissed off a costumer today. A supposedly 'doctor'. Shall not go into the details. He is an asshole and I will not spoil my mood by bothering too much about him.

Shall concentrate on the customers who smiled at me and wished me a happy weekend.

tata~ shall go t o sleep now....



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Thursday, February 01, 2007


Ok. Here's what I have on today.

-Literature homework, three questions, which means like I have to write...not much...just say like, oh, two pages woth of essay???

-Physics worksheet on sound. Let me just make this clear. SOPHIE HONG HATES TO DRAW WAVES, COS' THE PEAKS DON'T LOOK LIKE PEAKS AND THE CRESTS DON'T LOOK LIKE CRESTS.

-Study for Geography test on development. And I have not been listening to a word Hidayah has been saying. Shit.

-Physics test on general wave properties. Some people say its the whole topic, like, it inculdes the whole longitudunal and transverse wave thing and sound as well. Personally, I like to think that the teacher is just testing us on a page from that chapter. WHO THE HELL AM I KIDDING????

Oh, and today, during physics, Miss Tan used this program on the comp that displays the sound wave graph thingy. It was quite fun. This programs measures the frequency and amplitude of the sound waves produced into the mike, and the whole class had a helluva fun with it. We measured frequency of voices as well. Erwani's voice measures around 200 Hz, but Jesper's zao sia (off tune) voice measured a 2000 Hz. Funny.
Basically wa made quite a din when suddenly....

"WHY IS THE CLASS SO NOISY?"

Heads swivelled around. For a while we were searching for the source of the sound. Then we spotted the short and stout figure of....*drumrolls*

MR JAFAAR

Jafaar: 9standing outside classroom0 Why is the class so noisy? I can hear you from the other block!

Miss Tan did some explaining pronto.

Miss Tan:We are learning about sound and I have this program on the computer that measures sound waves. The students were just experimenting with the program to see what differences are there in the waves when the sound produced is loud or soft and high pitched or low pitched.

LOL. Miss Tan was so quick in her reaction man. And she didn't even scold us for almost getting her into trouble.

In short, she is a very nice teacher. ((:

Oh, and I forgot to do something today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER!!!!!!!!

LOL. I forgot to wish him happy birthday today, and it was only during chinese class that I remembered, but he disappear until donno where halfway during class.

Going back to study again....T_T



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THE girl

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Sophie Hong
15 going on 16
28 dec
ROCK CULTURE
Piss off if you don't like me, I won't grieve over the loss

melodies

sing out loud



past gigs

January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007

CREDITS

Skin; Anggerek
picture; disturbedelegance