While I am typing this post, my tongue is blissfully digging out the honey stuck onto my molars. Ahhhhh........Ok, gross. But my mum brought back cans of malt honey sugar thingy that you twist round and round on a stick and you suck. Very sticky, very sweet, and I'm loving it. ((: My sis is also back, screaming, shouting, and irritating the hell out of me. Finally, the house is not so quiet anymore.And my dad will have someone to laugh together with him while watching America's funniest home video.
Ok, anyway, ELDDS was umm..very enriching. We already blocked out the whole play the last session, so now the director is fine tuning the play with us. We did some serious script analysing, and I seriously didn't know that so much emotions could be associated with simple, everyday sentences like "yeah, I've eaten already" and "where have you been?" It really opened my eyes and kinda gave me an insight to the character that I am playing, so I'm hoping that I could get an Oscar for my performance.
Anyway, there was this scene with me and Daming, where we were at the canteen just sitting down or something, and talking. Then the director said, "you know, there is this very important thing that I wanted you two to portray in this scene. SEXUAL TENSION"
And I was like, what the fu*k????
Apparently, at this age, a 15 year old girl and a 17 year old guy, where hormones are raging and bodies starts changing, when there is interaction between the two, there will inevitably be sexual tension, because umm..our body is telling us that we can umm..mate with the person next to us but our minds are stopping us from making whoopee. According to the director.
So basically, in this play, Daming's interested in me and I'm interested in him, but we don't know how to explain it to each other, and partly because he's this classic joker and I'm this mature young lady, and blah blah blah, after I gave him a scolding, he changed and became more mature just for me. WOW.
Then Daming kept fooling around lah, when the director said that. He waggled his eyebrows and stuff and at one point he even like, pressed his arm down on my shoulder. Super painful can. And the director pushed me. Hard. To demo this tension thingy. thanks alot man.
But ELDDS was fun? I don't know, but I don't hate it. Ah well, hope that we can get that gold in SYF!
You know, sometimes I really wish that you would drop dead, because you are a jerk. Your personality stinks. But i can't forget the you that I first met, the joking, laughing, comical, charasmatic you. The you who looked at me with soulful puppy dog eyes. The you who keep flipping your hair about in a very cute manner. The you who played "I write sins not tragedies" on your nokia 3250. the you who looked down at me because of your tall frame and told me "I'm 178cm" The you who actually held a conversation with me during the break, and I just can't seem to concentrate on anything else except your voice, your laughter, and the pimple on your nose. ( which is gone in like, a few days. I'm stupid to take note, I know) I know I'm being very superficial here, but I can't help it. No matter how badly you treat me, no matter how cold you are to me, once you call out my name, I will run to your side. I'm a sucker, I'm a fool, I know, but I just can't help it. I'm infatuated with you.
THE girl
Sophie Hong
15 going on 16
28 dec
ROCK CULTURE
Piss off if you don't like me, I won't grieve over the loss
