School was insane today. With all that dramatics[and its not during eldds only], I'm surprised that I haven't went crazy and rammed my head against the wall. YET.
All my girlfriends are sad today, for one reason or another,and it really shook me to see both of them crying at the same time. All I can do is just watch the tears roll down their faces, and the best I can offer is a hug.
All the way back home I was trying so damn hard to cheer Jess up. Sure, me and fifi had our fair share of bad mood-y want-to-cry-days, but jess...she's like, our emotional rock. [is that the way you put it?]
Anyways....I had a quarrel with my dad, so I'm fighting a cold war with him right now. Don't ask me about it. All I know is that I didn't shout back at him or slammed my room door in his face last night. No, I just switched off the TV, ran to my room, switch off the lights, and began scribbling away madly on my notebook under the blankets.
The cause? Well, it all started with me eating loads of junk food for meals, and having irregular mealtimes, then he nagged at me for it, till I stopped eating completely, and he was soooo worried that I was anorexic. So now I've started eating again, and he's not happy about it. Yesterday night I was happily tucking into my 2 dollars rojak when he started shouting at me for eating junk food again. And I'm like *blur*.
So yeah. Plus a ton of other things as well, and it all added up to the explosion yesterday. Chris, you should be soooo glad that you don't have a teenager in your household. I admit, teenagers are a helluva bunch to look after.
SYF tommorrow, got to get a good night's sleep, so tata people.
A moment is all you can ever expect from perfection, and I really, really, hope that we can all experience that moment tommorrow onstage.
THE girl
Sophie Hong
15 going on 16
28 dec
ROCK CULTURE
Piss off if you don't like me, I won't grieve over the loss
