For all those feeling emo, cheers, you are not the only one.
You are blasting the stereo again As you lay awake on the bed at half past ten. Breathing but not feeling alive, Getting sick of the shit you have to go through everyday. It's like getting stuck in a mime, Only that you hear words being spoken but no actions taken.
You cry in the dark because no one's there, you self mutiliate because no one cares. The lights are on but you're still Living in the darkness, engulfed by the gloom.
They looked at your bleeding wrists and called you stupid, they saw your notebook and called you dumb. They looked at your grades and shake their heads, they saw you falling down on the ground.
Things are not alright and you're not ok, you don't know why you're still holding on. But the stars in the sky twinkled hope and faith, so just wipe your tears and walk away.
God, my stepmum can be so confusing sometimes. She told me before that I have the right to scold and hit my sister, to discipline her when she's done something wrong. I have never abused this right. Never ever. But just now my sister went to tear a bit off my book, and I scolded her and hit her hand. But just a loght swat, I swear. Then my sister stormed off into the room to sulk, my mum saw my sister sulking and asked me what happened, so I told her. She accused me of not loving my sister. I don't love my sister?!?! That's got to be the most hurtful thing anyone has ever said to me. So now I know. All those while when we were all pretending to be one big family, she is still doubtful of me. Nice to know that. I'm running away. Anyone has any idea where I should go to?
THE girl
Sophie Hong
15 going on 16
28 dec
ROCK CULTURE
Piss off if you don't like me, I won't grieve over the loss
